When past amalgamates with the present, when fulfilled past wishes mix with the current ones, when future emerges from lost thoughts, an avalanche of words floods your head, a paralyzing sickness, a déjà vu sensation freezes you, making you feel like trapped in a certain moment in time. If you struggle to escape you'll feel nausea and even more trapped, so you'll fight back even harder. Like in a spider net.But if you decide to take the harder path, namely to accept what is happening, to stay straight in front of the thoughts' stream, after the shock you'll feel released. You'll enjoy your stiffness, you'll ignore what others might ask about your mood. You'll just enjoy yourself.Suddenly, like focalizing a microscope, you'll see the future, you'll see the right decisions that must be taken. All will be clear as if you separate pebbles from rice. What's really important will come neat in front of your eyes, what's frivolous will crystallizes like water in cold. Icicle by icicle you'll be able to clean your mind from useless wishes.Yeah, yeah, yeah, you can also use a grid of scores or a decision tree but will be just a mind game, not a heart one. You'll just think it and not feel it. Will be just an estimation and not a glimpse of the future. Will be a calculation and not a revelation.
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